silvete

So has anyone seen the anime called Please Teacher? So in said Anime this guy goes through a medical condition he calls a standstill which is like a coma and he doesn't change during them. I used to compare my own coma experience to this. The world kept moving but I was stuck in time mentally for 10 weeks (even though my coma lasted only like 5 weeks).     Now I find myself at an emotional standstill. Ever since my grandmother's passing only 4 days after my gf left the state, I have found myself unable to move forward or move on with my life. I find I get anxiety over things that never bugged me before, my mind catastrophizes everything tha

The late spring brought nothing but spirals and downfalls for me. I found out someone i cared about wasn't going to be able to see me for the rest of the summer. This was bad enough news to make me upset. Then my grandmother had started scaring me with the way she was acting. She didn't seem like her calm collected self. She went to doctor and found that she was turning toxic due to liver failure. She had to have a liver transplant. The transplant seemed to be a success. Other than her weakness and sometimes confusion. Though everything had been so-called healing, she still wasn't getting better. We brought her back to the hospital after week